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Thursday, February 10, 2011

Marie Serneholt - Oxygen


You touch my skin
Change the mood I'm in
Teach me how to fly
Just by looking in my eyes
Every word you say
Sets my heart on fire
Every move you make
Takes me higher
I get so high up here
When I touch the sky
It hurts me when I breathe
I need oxygen
Whenever you are near I can hardly speak
It hurts me when I breathe
I need oxygen
I need oxygen
I need
Suddenly
Suddenly I see
How great my life can be
Sailing in the wind
With you my love
Every day is brighter
I get so high up here
When I touch the sky
It hurts me when I breathe
I need oxygen
Whenever you are near I can hardly speak
It hurts me when I breathe
I need oxygen
I need oxygen
I need
With you my love
Everyday is brighter

You touch my skin
Change the mood I'm in
Teach me how to fly
Just by looking in my eyes
Every word you say
Sets my heart on fire
Every move you make
Takes me higher
I get so high up here
When I touch the sky
It hurts me when I breathe
I need oxygen
Whenever you are near I can hardly speak
It hurts me when I breathe
I need oxygen
I need oxygen
I need
Suddenly
Suddenly I see
How great my life can be
Sailing in the wind
With you my love
Every day is brighter
I get so high up here
When I touch the sky
It hurts me when I breathe
I need oxygen
Whenever you are near I can hardly speak
It hurts me when I breathe
I need oxygen
I need oxygen
I need
With you my love
Everyday is brighter


Maroon 5 - Just A Feeling

I watched you cry 
Bathed in sunlight
By the bathroom door
You said you wished you did not love me anymore

You left your flowers in the backseat of my car
The things we said and did have left permanent scars
Obsessed depressed at the same time 
I can't even walk in a straight line
I've been lying in the dark no sunshine
No sunshine
No sunshine

She cries
This is more than goodbye
When I look into your eyes
You're not even there
It's just a feeling
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have

I can't believe that it's over
You've hit your low
You've lost control and you want me back
You may not believe me but I gave you all I have
Oh just confess that you're still mine
I roll around in a bed full of tears
I'm still lying in the dark no sunshine
No sunshine 
No sunshine

She cries this is more than goodbye 
When I look into your eyes you're not even there

It's just a feeling
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have

No I can't believe that it's over now baby
So much to say 
It's not the way she does her hair 
It's the way she seems to stare right through my eyes
And in my darkest day when she refused to run away
The love she tried so hard to save

It's just a feeling
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have

It's just a feeling
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have

I can't believe that it's over [x3] 

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Celine Dion - There comes a time

Let me be your soldier
I'll stand up for you
When your world comes crashing down
I'll be the one to hold you
Let me be your soldier
I'll fight the fight for you
When you're up against the wall
I will pull you through

There comes a time
In everybody's life
When alone is not enough
To make things right
There comes a time
When we need to ask for help
When you're lost and just not strong enough
To make it through the night
When your love is on the frontline...

Let me be your soldier
I'll take the pain for you
When no one else is on your side
I'll defend you
Let me be your soldier
I'll carry the cross for you
When you're down and on your knees
I'll protect you

There comes a time
In everybody's life
When alone is not enough
To make things right
There comes a time
When we need to ask for help
When we're lost and just not strong enough
To make it through the night
When your love is on the frontline...
Let me be your soldier

There comes a time
In everybody's life
When alone is not enough
To make things right
There comes a time
When we need to ask for help
When we're lost and just not strong enough
To make it through the night
When your love is on the frontline
When your love is on the frontline
When your love is on the frontline...
Let me be your soldier,
I'll die for you...

Celine Dion - My Heart Will Go On (Live In Boston Taking Chances Tour 20...

Every night in my dreams 
I see you. I feel you. 
That is how I know you go on. 

Far across the distance 
And spaces between us 
You have come to show you go on. 

Near, far, wherever you are 
I believe that the heart does go on 
Once more you open the door 
And you're here in my heart 
And my heart will go on and on 

Love can touch us one time 
And last for a lifetime 
And never go till we're one 

Love was when I loved you 
One true time I hold to 
In my life we'll always go on 

Near, far, wherever you are 
I believe that the heart does go on 
Once more you open the door 
And you're here in my heart 
And my heart will go on and on 
There is some love that will not 
go away 

You're here, there's nothing I fear, 
And I know that my heart will go on 
We'll stay forever this way 
You are safe in my heart 
And my heart will go on and on 

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Terlanjur Sayang

Segala cintaku yang kaucela membawa diriku pun percaya
Memberikan hatiku hanya kepada dirimu s’lamanya sampai kapan juga
Menjaga s’gala rasamu agar dirimu selalu perasa akan cinta kita

Apakah diriku yang bersalah hingga pisah di depan mata
Tetapi diriku masih tetap cinta kamu, kasih, s’lamanya sampai kapan jua
Menjagakan cinta kita agar tetap di tempatnya sehingga takkan sampai punah

Seribu ragu yang kian menyerang, tapi diriku terlanjur sayang
Walau arah mata angin berlawan, tapi ‘ku bertahan dan ‘ku berjalan

Apakah diriku yang bersalah hingga pisah di depan mata
Tetapi diriku masih tetap cinta kamu, kasih, s’lamanya sampai kapan jua
Menjagakan cinta kita agar tetap di tempatnya sehingga takkan sampai punah

Seribu ragu yang kian menyerang, tapi diriku terlanjur sayang
Walau arah mata angin berlawan, tapi ‘ku bertahan dan ‘ku berjalan

Santun berkata kau pun menanyakan, mengapa cinta dipertahankan
Tetapi haruskah dipertanyakan bila ‘ku terlanjur, ‘ku terlanjur sayang

Santun berkata kau pun menanyakan, mengapa cinta dipertahankan
Tetapi haruskah dipertanyakan bila ‘ku terlanjur, ‘ku terlanjur sayang

Seribu ragu yang kian menyerang, tapi diriku terlanjur sayang
(Walau arah mata angin berlawan, tapi ‘ku bertahan) Dan ‘ku berjalan

(Sambil berkata kau pun menanyakan, mengapa cinta dipertahankan)
Tetapi haruskah dipertanyakan bila ‘ku terlanjur, ‘ku terlanjur sayang





Saturday, February 5, 2011

WARKAH DARI ANAK MAK YANG DEGIL

Fiey dpt dari fb....sedih sgt bla baca luahan hati seorg ank thadap ibunya yang dahpun meninggal...al-fatihah...

WARKAH DARI ANAK MAK YANG DEGIL 

Mak.....
Terlalu bosan rasanya duduk membilang hari.....
Dah hampir sepuluh bulan mak pergi,
Rasanya baru semalam mak peluk kiter kan
sejuk syahdu masih terasa lagi nih....
Mak tau tak.....
itulah pertama kali mak peluk anak mak yang nakal ni
sejak kiter dewasa.....
dan itu juga terakhir kali nya.
Emmmm...rupanya mak dah tau mak nak pergi jauh.....
nak tinggal kan anak2 mak.....
nak tinggal kan dunia fana ni.....
mak macam dan sedia.....
Seminggu sebelum tu.....mak dah menganyam tikar mengkuang 3 helai.....
Akak kata sampai ke pagi mak anyam tikar tuu.....
tanpa rasa mengantuk, tanpa rasa letih.....
kakak pun rasa hairan.....
mak tak penah buat gitu.....
pastu mak pasang radio kecil di sebelah mak.....
tapi mak seolah2 tak sedar bahawa rancangan radio tu siaran siam.....
kengkadang siaran indonesia... mak terus tekun menganyam...
Rupanya tikar yang telah mak siapkan tu di gunakan untuk mengiringi mak ke kuburan...
Pastu mak sapu sampah sekeliling rumah bersih2....
pastu mak jemur karpet-karpet...
pastu mak ubahkan sofa ke tempat lain..mak biarkan ruang tu kosong..
rupanya kat situ jenazah mak diletakkan..
paling menarik sekali mak bgtau kat maner sume duit dan barang kemas mak..
ada kat dalam almari.....
ada kat dalam dalam beg.....
ada dalam ASB.....
ada kat dalam Tabung Haji..
mak cakap tak berapa cukup lagi....
ada kat dalam gulung tikar.....
masa tu mak perasan takk..??
kiter gelak sakan bila mak bgtau duit dalam gulung tikar...
kiter kata mak ni memang pesenn lama laaa...
mak cuma gelak jer...
eeemmm..bahagiaa nya saat ituu..


Mak.....
Hari tu hari sabtu 18/08/1999 pukul 3 petang
mak tiba2 sakit perut.....
bila malam tu kiter sampai dari KL.....mak dah dalam kesakitan.
Akak dan abang kat kampong semua dah pujuk.....
mak tetap takmau pi hospital.....
dan cuma tinggal giliran kiter sahaja yang belum pujuk...
Mak kata mak takmau duduk dalam hospital.....
tapi kiter berkeras juga pujukk..
nanti di hospital ada doktor...ada ubat untuk mak..
kat rumah kami hanya mampu sapu minyak dan urut jer..
Mak tetap tak bersetuju.....mak memang degil...
tak salah, anak mak yang ni pon mengikut perangai mak tu..
Tapi akhirnya bila melihat keadaan mak makin teruk....
mak sakit perut sampai nak sentuh perut mak pon sakit
kami adik beradik sepakat hantar juga mak ke hospital.....

Mak.....
amponkan kami semua...
kami nak mak sehat...
kami sayang mak...
kami tak mau mak sakit...
kami terpaksa juga hantar mak ke hospital....
ampon kan kami yer mak....

Mak.....
Malam itu abang bawa mak ke hospital, dan itu lah pertama dan terakhir kali mak naik kereta kiter...
Masih terbayang betapa ceria dan gembiranya mak, kiter kata nak beli kereta....
Mak asyik tanya ajer..cukup ker duitt..
kiter jawab pula...kalau tak cukup, mak kan banyak duit...
mak gelak ajerr.....
Lepas tu bila kereta kiter sampai.....mak buat kenduri kesyukuran.....
Dan kiter masih ingat lagi...bila kiter eksiden terlanggar keling naik motor.....
Punya la kiter takut...kiter warning kakak kiter jangan sesekali bgtau kat mak.....
Bila balik sahaja kampong....kiter cepat-cepat simpan keta dalam garaj.....
Tapi mak perasan juga bumper depan kemek...
mak tanya kenapa...?
Selamba jerr kiter jawab terlangar pokok bunga.....
Mak....tujuan kiter menipu tu supaya mak tak risau...
Maafkan kiter kerana sampai mak pergi mak tak tau hal sebenar...
mak, kiter menipu mak kan...ampon kan kiter....

Mak.....
Jam 4.30 pagi 19/08/1999
Bila tiba kat hospital....nurse tengah balut mak dengan kain putih.....
mak mesti nampak kiter jatuh terduduk di lantai hospital...
Mesti mak nampak abang cium dahi mak.....
Mesti mak nampak akak baca doa untuk mak....
Mesti mak nampak adik terduduk kat kerusi kat sudut itu...
mesti mak nampak semua tu kann...kann..kannn
Mak tau tak....
Pagi tu balik dari hospital jam 5.20 pagi kiter memandu dalam
keadaan separuh sedar...
Adik kat sebelah diam melayan perasaan...
Kenangan bersama mak berputar dalam kepala ini...
jalan di depan terasa makin kelam.....
airmata dah tak mampu di tahan....
Masa tu seandainya apa-apa terjadi di jalan itu kiter rela...
Namun alhamdulillah akhirnya kiter sampai juga...
disebabkan pagi masih awal,
jadi jalan tu lenggang..kosong....sekosong hati ini.....
Sepanjang perjalanan terasa kedinginan subuh itu lain benar
suasananya.....
terasa syahdu dan sayu gitu...dinginnnn....

Mak.....
Kiter masih ingat lagi...
Kiter baca AlQuran kat tepi mak temankan mak...
Jam 11.00 pagi mak di mandi kan....
Anak2 mak yang pangku masa mak mandi....
Mak mesti rasa betapa lembut nya
kami mengosok seluruh tubuh mak.....
Kiter gosok kaki mak perlahan lahan.....
Mak perasan tak...?
Makcik yang mandikan mak tu pujuk kiter.....
Dia kata..." dikk...jangan nangis...
kalau sayang mak jangan buat gitu...
jangan nangis ya.."
Bila makcik tu kata gitu...
lagi laaaa laju airmata ni..
tapi kiter kawal supaya tak menitik atas mak....

Mak.....
Sampai takat ini surat ni kiter tulis.....
kiter nangis ni.....
Ni kat dlm bilik...baru pukul 4.00 pagi....
Takder orang yang bangun lagi.....
kiter dengar nasyid tajuk "anak soleh"
kiter sedih...kiter rindu kat mak..!
Takpa la.....nanti bila kita selesai sembanyang subuh,
kiter baca yassin untuk mak...
mak tunggu ya...!
Mak..
Sebelum muka mak di tutup buat selamanya....
Semua anak2 mak mengelilingi mak...
menatap wajah mak buat kali terakhir....
Semua orang kata mak seolah2 senyum aja...
Mak rasa tak....masa tu kiter sentuh dahi mak....
kiter rasa sejukkkk sangat dahi makk.....
Kiter tak mampu nak cium mak...kiter tak daya....
kiter tuliskan kalimah tauhid kat dahi mak dengan air mawar...
Airmata kiter tak boleh tahan....
Mak mesti ingat kan yang anak mak ni
jadi imam solat jenazah untuk mak...
tapi kite suruh tok imam bacakan doa sebab kite sebak....
Jam 12 tengahari mak diusung keluar dari rumah....
Akak pula dah terkulai dlm pelukan makcik...
badan akak terasa panas...
makk...anak mak yang seorang tu demam....
Mak tauu...cuma akak sorang saja anak mak
yang tak mengiringi mak ke tanah perkuburan...

Mak.....
Hari2 ku lalui tanpa kewujudan mak lagi...
Begitu terasa kehilangan mak...boleh kata setiap malam
selepas maghrib anak mak ini berendam airmata...
Dan sampai satu tahap....masa tu malam jumaat
selepas maghrib...
Selepas kiter baca yassin ngan kawan-kawan....
entah kenapa biler kat bilik kiter keluarkan gambar2 mak pastu apa lagi...
semakin kiter tenung terasa semakin sayu...
tangisan tak dapat dibendung...
Mak tauu...kiter cuba bertahan...
memujuk diri sendiri tapi tak juga reda...
Kiter rasa nak telefon mak...
nak cakap dengan mak....
anak mak yang ni dah tak betul kan..????
Dan akhirnya dalam sedu sedan itu kiter telefon kampong...
Kiter cakap dengan kakak..kiter nangis lagi...
Puas la kakak memujuk kiter...
Akak kata..." tak baik laa nangis aje..doa lah untuk
mak..nanti kalau gini ajer mak yang susah kat sana.."
Dan akhirnya akak juga nangis.....
Agaknya mak nampak adegan tu...
sebab malam jumaat kata orang roh balik rumahh...
mengharap sedekah dari anak2 nya...

Mak tau tak...di saat itu kerinduan terasa menusuk sehingga ke hulu hati...
rasa nyilu sangat....
menusuk-nusuk sehingga terasa begitu sakit dalam dada ni....
Sampai sekarang bila kerinduan itu menjelma...
hanya sedekah al-fatihah kiter berikan.....

Mak....
cukup la sampai sini dulu....
kawan kiter dah ketuk pintu bilik tu....
kejap lagi kami nak pergi solat subuh kat masjid...
selalunya, kiter yang bawak mak naik motor kan...
kali ni kiter jalan kaki dengan kawan pulak...
esok kiter ingat nak tulis surat kat ayah pula....
Mula2 kiter tak tau nak hantar mana surat nih...
pastu kawan kiter bgtau...simpan je buat kenangan..
Kiter cuma tau alamat ni aje...
Takper yer mak...kiter kasi orang lain baca...
Kiter stop dulu...sebab kawan kiter dah lama tunggu tu...
akhir kata untuk mak, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
dan jutaan terima kasih
kerana membesarkan kiter...
memberi seluruh kasih sayang
dari kecil sampai masuk sekolah..
sampai masuk universiti..
sampai kiter boleh rase naik kapal terbang...
boleh rasa duduk kat negara orang...
Sampai akhir hayat ini jasa mak
tak akan mampu kiter balas..
Sekian terima kasih.


Yang Benar
Anak mak yang dah tak degil

p/s:hargailah org yg kt syg smentara dia masih ada....

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

THE HEART NEVER FORGET

i still remember that time...we used to be so close...we meet everyday,we text each other everyday..it s a great time...sometimes i did asking you is it ok to befriend with me since others would talk bad about us..you strongly said that you never care what others think or said, how i want to cry that time for your sincereness...
i still remember when we were hanging out together,there were someone yelled at us and accused us a lover...did u still remember how mad i am that time???then u said to me to ignore them...i pick your words and sit comfortably near you..you smile at me and we talk and talk almost every night,telling a story about ourselves...did you remember that time???i never thought u would changed someday...
the time passed by and within time you changed...i could see that you are trying to running away from me and you start asking me not to text you...when i ask u to go out, you said you were bz with ur assignment then i met u hanging out with your friends,laugh loudly...you forget about me!!!!
i shed my tears...hanging on to our memories,i sleep with tears that nite...then days ahead i keep trying to keep our friendship,you always gave reasons and i know u lied...then we became strangers,i didnt know u anymore n u wont n refuse to know me anymore...i keep the memories and never forget them...u remain as a good memory ever in my life and the heart never forget....


Went through the attic today,
Found an old yearbook packed away,
And I started reliving the past,
When I saw his face.
Suddenly, to my surprise,
I felt a tear fall from my eyes.

The heart never forgets,
No the heart never forgets.
You can find someone,
And live your life,
Put an old memory out of your mind,
But the heart never forgets.

A face on a crowded street,
An old movie on T.V.,
A song on the radio
Can bring it all back.

Years roll by,
One by one,
All things change,
But there's always someone,

The heart never forgets,
No the heart never forgets.
You can find someone,
And live your life,
Put an old memory out of your mind,
But the heart never forgets.

The heart never forgets,
No the heart never forgets.
You can find someone,
And live your life,
Put an old memory out of your mind,
But the heart never forgets.

No the heart never forgets.
(THE HEART NEVER FORGET~LEANN RIMES)